hi everyone, Im hoping everyone is ok.
Im writing this journal because well to put it as bluntly as I can I want some sympathy and I have an announcement, I wont tell you why, all I need to say is Im upset and irritated, Im depressed and would love it if someone made me feel like Im important.
I want people to notice me, I want attention and sympathy, I want to do something that amazes people, but most of all I dont want to be me. I hate myself, I think Im a horrible person that puts her emotions into it too much, I get angry easily and dont mean to I take it out on people I shouldnt, like my friends or people I call friends but wouldnt call me a friend. il admits iv done some atrocious things before but you know in a way if I hadnt I wouldnt be myself, however most I regret.
so what Im actually meant to be saying is Im no longer going to be on Deviant Art, its been a fun few years Ive seen so much amazing work Ive talked to amazing people on here, and Id like to say I doubt I will carry on with my manga style, il only really do the work needed to do in my A level lessons and thats that, il be uploading one more image before I leave and that will be my last one, I will try and make it my best ever so it may take a while so if you dont see something immediately its ok as Im working on it. also when the art is done i will make one new journal saying iv left. if you want to see someone on here who I think is amazing and whose art is amazing please visit
(to Reece/animeninjaz)no offence you do make me feel important, however its partly you who put me like this, it happens often, I see something or hear something and its only tiny and I shouldnt get upset or anything but I do I cant help it, these tiny little things aggravate so much, they make me feel pointless, tiny and like I just shouldnt even try.
Good Bye DA
ainoha
x
P.S. if any of you hate/despise me for what iv said I respect you, thank you for reading.
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