hi everyone, I’m hoping everyone is ok.
I’m writing this journal because well to put it as bluntly as I can I want some sympathy and I have an announcement, I won’t tell you why, all I need to say is I’m upset and irritated, I’m depressed and would love it if someone made me feel like I’m important.
I want people to notice me, I want attention and sympathy, I want to do something that amazes people, but most of all I don’t want to be me. I hate myself, I think I’m a horrible person that puts her emotions into it too much, I get angry easily and don’t mean to I take it out on people I shouldn’t, like my friends or people I call friends but wouldn’t call me a friend. il admits iv done some atrocious things before but you know in a way if I hadn’t I wouldn’t be myself, however most I regret.
so what I’m actually meant to be saying is I’m no longer going to be on Deviant Art, it’s been a fun few years I’ve seen so much amazing work I’ve talked to amazing people on here, and I’d like to say I doubt I will carry on with my manga style, il only really do the work needed to do in my A level lessons and that’s that, il be uploading one more image before I leave and that will be my last one, I will try and make it my best ever so it may take a while so if you don’t see something immediately it’s ok as I’m working on it. also when the art is done i will make one new journal saying iv left. if you want to see someone on here who I think is amazing and whose art is amazing please visit


(to Reece/animeninjaz)no offence you do make me feel important, however its partly you who put me like this, it happens often, I see something or hear something and its only tiny and I shouldn’t get upset or anything but I do I can’t help it, these tiny little things aggravate so much, they make me feel pointless, tiny and like I just shouldn’t even try.

Good Bye DA
ainoha
x
P.S. if any of you hate/despise me for what iv said I respect you, thank you for reading.